I am ready to live my new life!

I have never left my ‘home home’ (new name of my parents’ home from 03/02/2018) for more than ten days. Now I have two homes. I am not used – today, going from my ‘home home’, I am crying. I want to experience those feelings; I want to take pics of my cute green house, trees, not accessible in the Czech Republic, snow (oh, Lord) not to close my thoughts in the black box of my head.

I don’t have to be sad; there is my new home waiting for me, with my boyfriend. Just I can’t feel only happiness – because I love my ‘home home’.

I worry if everything will be ok at the airport.

I am going to miss my family, as for the Czech Republic now I’m not ‘its.’ There is my boyfriend, waiting for me at the airport with my favorite Starbucks, homemade sweets – that I adore – surprises and ‘big big’ love, his family, which likes me, fantastic work, travels. (I even don’t know the language…)

At ‘home home’ my mom, dad, sister, grandma (our last conversation went like, she told ‘I’ll miss you…..btw. I just bought 1 kg of potatoes instead of 4, oh’) and friends.

Today, cleaning my (my!) room, I started to feel sad. Going by my old Opel, given to me by my mom, I started to feel sad. Thinking about my university studies, I started to feel sad – but thanks to them I’ll go ‘home home’ every 2–3 months.

I’m afraid to be a guest in my new beautiful life, about which dreams every girl. I’ll live like a princess – trips, beauty stuff… Oh, how I like it! Thanks to my favorite boyfriend.

I’m terrified. Lord, be with me. Fuck, today I have all rights to be sad!!!

Everyone believes in me, and I too.

I hope my family and my boyfriend are not offended because of such thoughts.

In my memories, for those two months, Latvia will be sunny, snowy, beautiful!

I am ready to live my new life!!!

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